I never asked for the symptoms of Aspergers syndrome/ It attacks where it hits home and acts worse when Vits grown/ give vocal indication that I hate social situations/ never found someone like me who was close to inspiration/ Im cold in operation, cant hold a conversation/ or untold observations that stole my concentration/ Im at the feeble border between creepy awkward/ and a deeper art form whenever people offered/ combined attacks, I cant keep eye contact/ and I combat life with wannabe edgy and violent tracks/ simple mimicry to mask I show little empathy/ presently indifferent to everything from love to methamphetamines/ compassion died while murder makes me laugh and smile/ passers-by will make me keep my head down for massive miles/everything needs to be put back in order and placement/ can barely stand alone since I totally lack coordination/

C) Me, I'm living with autism/ and all the world's a stage for which I never auditioned/ Me, I'm living with autism/ My brain plays a syncopated change of pace to your rhythm/ Me, I'm living with autism/ and these bars formed the cells of my mental prison/ until I saw I didn't need to be forgiven/ For being me, and living with autism/

I rap abusive and keep actin stupid/ cause its how I keep away in the back reclusive/ say I condone murder to stop all my co-workers/ from hanging out or making our relationship go further/ I wanna end all the morbid thought proportions/ and make another artist paint a portrait of the autist/ People plan and specialize to try and understand and recognize/ but then they find theyre unprepared and question why/ Cant give a voice to the voiceless or make a life story pointless/ just say that I am disappointed and always devoid of enjoyment/ no one witnesses my intricate mental differences/ no bridges between myself and the Olympians or limitless/ marked as heartless but Im a victim/ caustic as a pale autist who has been given the harshest criticism/ there’s no need to show sympathy or pity me/ just don’t have it be a mystery the day that Im gone instantly/

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I've said it before, and I'm ready to tell it again/ in my lowest moments, I'm my own best friend/I wanna connect with the people around me, the people that doubt me/ but being in a loud scene with a crowd screaming around me/ is totally overwhelming, to the point where I feel I'm drowning/ the sea and the fear surround me, the cheers are bringing me down deep/ But now the crowning glory is how the crowd applaud me/ applause resounding all around the sound is out of the ordinary/ kind of like my personality, til I learned it wasn't a tragedy/ these mannerisms and Danielisms are things that make me actually me/ an atom within the matter that's spanning the seas and planets and galaxys/ and that isn't an allegory, we're all composed of energy and it means/ the planet's a can of beings, with infinite different varities/ so why are me and V seen as a difficult bit of society/ nah fuck that, - we're the facets in the diamond/ while you're on the mountain shouting, you can't see the fact we're climbing/

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