Woke up and reached over to caress you/ realized it was a dream, karma came to collect dues/ got out of bed where we stood pouring sex/ grab my phone just to leave you a good morning text/As a couple we were empowered for better/ jump into the tub where we had first showered together/ Never expect this way, when I would caress and taste/ your breasts in this same room, feels like just yesterday/ walk into the room where we sit and watch Youtube/ who knew you’d be in my life so crucial/ Put the necklace you gave me on and take the avenue/ saddest move still following what your parents choose/ know this land, when it was cold we planned/ to walk the whole stretch together, always holding hands/ remembering admiring your impressive looks, had me hooked/ feeling you near me as I retrace every step we took /
C) Far Away
Advancing crushes in our past discussions/ as I near where we hid from advancing buses/ walk the same route you did that day of the blizzard/ realize you’re the only reason I’ll ever miss winter/ plenty of steps to reflect on this journey/ it’s not even 8, why am I stressin this early/ still thinkin how badly I wanna be your only spouse/ feel my heart ache more as I pass by your old house/ finally make it, walk in to the same place/ that we kissed every day for almost 5 months straight/ only significance is what my love makes/ pass by all the girls before you that were blind mistakes/ sighing since I wish to prevent you got hurt/ take a minute to feel all our pictures in my locker/ never clashin, you’re my everlasting passion/ this thought stuck with me as I rushed to my first classes/
C)
Sitting in the same room as you were a year ago/ spiritual, since now Im holding back all these tears to flow/ don’t know why today it’s been a bit worse than usual/ truly known that you were never less than beautiful/ On my phone no displayed text, guess you aint awake yet/ in case you have work Ill call you soon for a safe bet/ In the meantime I’ll remember all of our lovely sights/ you running down these very halls to grip and hug me tight/ or the sticky notes you’d leave me just so I can laugh a bit/ or the time I proposed to you, to make it more immaculate/ or when you intended to show up unexpected/ or when you showed me your work I was always impressed with/ I know we’ll get through whatever high water or hell brings/ whip out my phone to call you when the first bell rings/ a rarity to find a love like this, spoke carefully/ re-dialed to wake you up so you can answer me/ no mistaken, I love your voice when you first awaken/ the one part of my day to just be pure elation/ you say ‘good morning baby, I know its hard to stay’/ I’m just sorry to say that you’re so/
Soul-searching hip-hop from this Florida rapper, with lyrics that dig deep and take an unflinching look at life’s questions. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2023