Features Cage & Mina Fedora, produced by Nath ProdUKtions. Video is below.
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Hurts, because when I needed love I cheated once/ knocked a kid out once and started eating blood/ Spent some time embedded with prescriptions/ this was in addition to my sexual addiction/ every day became a struggle of choosing life or death/ I knew that I could rest after my suicide attempts/ Had fantasies about spraying bullets down school hallways/ torture and execute the cool crews all day/ My brain is lost, overcame by rapist thoughts/ pain like nothing else I came across/ I have a beautiful attraction to music and a passion/ but there’s no stupider distraction than human interaction/ Enraged at that, encaged and trapped, play it back/ wanna erase the facts of why I drop so much pain on tracks, a maniac/ because it all haunts me to the point I want to die honestly/ but can you believe this if I said I lie chronically?/
C) You can keep a secret/ how you feel inside/think about your weakness/ and all the lies/ you can say you're sorry/ like you always do/ doesn't keep the guilt from/ creepin up on you/
Pain murderer take out the aspirin/ never was or will to even really be a has been/ even if I think I can relate I'm vile cause it's innate/ my brain wants the fuck out of Cage like an inmate/ I'm vain if I decorate the canvas from my arteries/ or grew up with a Raven and Rottweiler guarding me/ get on your knees for the most unholy yo/ the only path to choose is psycho or socio/ Self medicated right I shouldn't be mad at all/ sniff kitty caterwaul break it ask is that a law/ is it the end of the planet or just the species/ that's why I get high and stay in the eyes of ETs/ bet the government will kill you for less though/ It's not my catalog this shits my manifesto/
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Stolen drug money and the product directly/ with no friends to defend me I was left depressed empty/ All my thinking is secular, I need a drink on the regular/ no link to a messenger as Im just sinking in temperature/ The only thing stronger than my obsession with deaths tomb/ is my urge to grab a slut and have sex in a restroom/ No emotion, it just shows I can’t control it/ told to leave me bitter and hopeless/ Nope, still an addiction and I still feel imprisoned/ in my home reaching out to anyone willing to listen/ about to fall victim to severe alcoholism/ killing any chances of expressing some possible wisdom/ Activate, give me another reason to rap today/ thought maybe I could get accolades from a track with Cage/ Laughing away when asked of my day/ I wanted these to be the last things I say before passing away/
Soul-searching hip-hop from this Florida rapper, with lyrics that dig deep and take an unflinching look at life’s questions. Bandcamp New & Notable May 1, 2023