We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Loner ft. Clozapine (prod. Nath ProdUKtions)

from Inspired By Pain by Vitiate

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $1 USD  or more

     

about

Features Clozapine, produced by Nath ProdUKtions. Video below.

Video: www.youtube.com/watch?v=3deOuD9v6jo

lyrics

Have you ever been completely isolated? Totally by yourself even though you're surrounded by others. That's what it really means to be alone...And to be a loner.

I have been torn and reborn to live/ for my morbid thoughts til they pour into a storm again/ sick and deranged with issues with rage/ symptoms are plain I can’t wish them away/ my bars seem predictable, I started out miserable/ now the only friends I have are the artists I listen to/ rarely chill in fact and never interact/ show me to the door and point me to the back/ Nothin I gotta know, and it’s impossible/ one reason I think conversation is uncomfortable/ Lost and gotta ask “What”? all the time/ then I either cross or talk outta line/ Losin health as I stress out over not choosin help/ at the point I can't even introduce myself/ Can’t even talk on the phone, needs to be an online network/ fuck it, Clozapine, do the next verse/

C) I'm alone and I'm dead, and I'm dyin' inside/ And I'm a long way from home, ain't been treatin' me right/ And I'ma fall when I rise, see the hurt in disguise/ I'ma choke on my words, while I'm swallowin' knives/ x2

I distemper the night-time sky with emotions/ reflective of the saturnine look in my eyes when it's merged with oceans/ of my mind, thoughts rolling endlessly, eclipsed with the skies/ Of my enemies, no hope today, purge my inner-identity/ And I'm findin' day by day that I have more in common with this enmity/ I'm breakin' ties with people I used to call, my friends and family/ It's insanity, my contorted body in the closet, I'm my own skeleton in vanity/ And askin' me what the problem is, Isn't doin' a damn for me/ Re-open the wounds of alienation and insularity/ It's apparent to me that when I open up, It plunges me back into anomie and anonymity/ Struggling to cope with being an anomaly, severin' ties with an estranged philosophy/ I'm the cockeyed lopsided insecurity/ Addicted to smelling the roses thorn, the incarnate form/ of my separation anxiety, sobriety/ is hard to come by, goodbye, throw one down and I'm gone/

C)

I know it seems Im holding onto broken dreams/ and that no one even gets me besides maybe Clozapine/

c)Vitiate, what are we, like social outcasts, gotta be the ones to fall back/ On the rhythm when I hit 'em with an awkward flow, in the background, talk is slow/

So caustic, robotic, heartless, no conscience/ no one to stop me from going unconscious/ forgotten first, before I’m rotten under earth/

c)Spendin' my time like a broken note, the wreckage of my hearse/

Caught packaged in my body, everyone wants to label me/

c)Just a product of an autopsy, the audio beats right through me/Splice the beats, music bleeds through my irises, I'm a witness to defeat/ I'm a witness to this pain, I'm a witness

Gone insane/

Hopeless in a lonely ocean…

C)Spendin' my time openin' my emotions/ Spendin' my time skippin' the stones over The mahogany of my boat 'n just floatin/

Im fightin for a place, don’t make me a replacement/ no invitations to occasions…

c) So Im wasted/

credits

from Inspired By Pain, released March 11, 2014

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Vitiate Brooklyn, New York

Hip-Hop artist turned audio engineer, hailing from Brooklyn, NY. Enjoy the art.

contact / help

Contact Vitiate

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Report this track or account

If you like Vitiate, you may also like: